Is it normal to experiment sexually as a child?
My best friend and I when we were younger, around 5, ... did stuff... like we kissed a lot and showed each other our privates and at one point she wanted me to put a pencil up her butt and i was like "Hell no" (well not "hell" no because I was five, but probably more like "Eeeew gross no!") Even though when we did stuff I didn't understand or fully grasp what I was doing, I still feel so guilty and dirty about it. i wish i could take it back.