Is it normal to entertain my necrophilia

I have a very conflicting relationship with being a necrophiliac. Knowing people have died upsets me, I find the situation very sad and I experience empathy for them and their loved ones. But, I only have attraction for lifeless bodies.

I’m 32, have never been in a relationship, and work a well paying job. I’ve been complimented on my appearance, and my personality is complimenting enough.

I dislike speaking rudely, I’m quite prudish, but I’ve only felt arousal for a corpse or lifeless body. So, I purchased a doll. She is very advanced and lifelike, right down to the textured silicon and real human hair. I keep her modest and have her as a partner, eating with her and taking her through daily routines.

The doll helps me cope with who I am, which I consider to be a major flaw in my person. I attended therapy for a while but it only further separated me from life.

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  • d0esnormalmatter

    Idk if you can really be helped tbh

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    • That’s a shame.

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  • XYXY

    Become an undertaker, think of all the short affairs you could have behind your blowup dolls back

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    • leggs91200

      Please don't encourage it.

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  • FromTheSouthWeirdMan

    Apply for a job at a morgue.

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    • ellnell

      Please no

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      • LloydAsher

        I agree. Dont let that man near any deceased.

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        • FromTheSouthWeirdMan

          Why they'll be dead. I'm sure they wont mind.

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          • LloydAsher

            The family minds. Its desication of the dead. Which has been a taboo as long a murder was one.

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            • blinkeredharlot

              Desiccation: removal of fluids.

              Lol

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            • I can assure you I’m far more respectful to these bodies than most men are to their girlfriends. I’m sure the family would mind if you called your girlfriend obscene words during sex, or even incorporated any rude kink into your rituals, so be honest, you don’t care about what the family of your girls thinks.

              So why care about mine?

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  • RoseIsabella

    Pill Cosby?! Hell, I thought you was locked up!

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  • Scared86

    Necrophilia, "crack open a cold one!" 😁

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  • rocketdave

    An odd fact from history (English) the executioner after beheading a lady was allowed to fuck her body as many times as he wanted. It was known as "liking your meat cold!"

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  • TerriAngel

    Therapy is a robber taking your money.
    Therapist are there for them.
    Step back, chill, and look at who you are.
    who you want to be, and what legal things are accepted.
    Then figure out, your own best path.

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  • jrikiorikio

    do dead bodies fall part over time?

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  • Sanara

    Not normal. I personally find it a bit creepy, but as long as youre not hurting anyone its fine.

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  • SmokeEverything

    I mean I can't really say I give a crap if somebody has sex with me after I'm dead. I'd probably just be more upset about being dead.

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  • raisinbran

    Lifeless, or a rotting corpse? I can maybe understand some people wanting a partner who isn’t autonomous.

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    • Stiff, sunken, and cold, are the factors that are the most arousing to me. I have enough life to myself so the contrast is thrilling. The smell of rotten flesh isn’t pleasant, nor is the bloating or discolored splotching, but blueing or paling is fine.

      The majority of the bodies and parts I’ve been in contact with had been medically preserved.

      I’m attracted more to a dead body than a living one, I had the doll that I have custom poured in a stiffer silicone as well.

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      • raisinbran

        Do you leave their eyes open?

        Also, I'm glad everyone I know opted for cremation, knowing there are people like you out there.

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        • No, they usually have eye caps which morticians use to keep their eyes closed for funerals and viewings, and eyes change quickly in death though that doesn’t bother me.

          I’ve always treated these bodies with sincere and honest respect, probably better than they were treated by even their loved ones while alive.
          It isn’t always sexual.

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  • bitch27

    at least he isnt fucking dead bodies

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    • raisinbran

      He just admitted to it.

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  • leggs91200

    Two guys were talking about their weekend.
    The first guy said he went on a "dinner and movie" date with his G/F.

    The second guy says, "Well, I found this woman tied to a railroad track so I untied her and we had sex. It was great, I licked and fucked her front and back, played with her tits, had her sit on my face, titty fuck, about everything.

    The first guy goes, "Oh yeah, did you get a blow job yes?"

    Second guy goes, "Well, I wanted to but I couldn't find her head anywhere."

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  • controversy

    lmao

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  • litelander8

    Where did you get your doll? Have you spoken to others who are necrophiliacs? This is very interesting to me. Have you ever acted on it? I will say there have been several posts of people saying they want to be murdered and are turned on by the idea of being fucked after dying. Or people who only want to fuck people who are unconscious.

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    • SiliconWives. Not really, I had read from a few online and met one through therapy but being interactive with others isn’t so enjoyable for me. Yes, in a few different ways.

      I don’t get any joy out of harming others, or knowing about harm caused to others. I don’t like to think about the lives they had before they became deceased. Death isn’t the turn on. The turn on is it being a stiff and silent, lifeless, figure. That’s why the dolls are very close to being enough to satisfy whatever interests I have.

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  • libertybell

    You sound like a serial killer. Life size dolls are gross, too. Creepy.

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    • That’s fair. Though, killing hasn’t given me any sort of satisfaction, and I don’t have any urge to cause anybody any harm. I find it sad.

      It may be creepy to you, but it is comforting to me.

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      • FromTheSouthWeirdMan

        What if it was a dead chic that had a leg torn off in a car wreck? Would you still smash?

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        • I don’t like blood and gore, and the violence of her being brutally injured would be a turn off. I don’t like to think about when they were alive, about them dying, or any of that.

          But yes. I wouldn’t mind the body being damaged as long as it has been thoroughly cleaned and the wounds covered.

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          • FromTheSouthWeirdMan

            What if the body stunk? Lol

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            • Early death has a warm smell, much like rotten food or roadkill or meat. Older death or medically treated death has a cold and alcohol-like smell.
              I prefer the latter.

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