Is it normal to distance yourself from family
My family and I, we don't get along. The name that comes out of my siblings mouth is my name and only my name. I don't know why my siblings accuse me for things. When I am walking outside I can't even be trusted. Not even for a minute. When I am at school, a security guard follows me. I do not care if this is ""over protective"" behavior, I know it is not. I have made past mistakes and my siblings are so dramatic the past never dies . They expect me that I can go back in time as much as I want to fix my actions. My past actions were just hanging out with my friends without my parents consent but all my siblings knew. Right after that I started taking walks outside and they started insulting me calling me a "hoe, slut, dumb, a liar". My heart and soul and dreams have been teared by them. Even the ones I didn't even get to start. My siblings don't even believe that I go to work but if I don't go to work then why do I get paid every two weeks?
My family is ridiculous. My elder siblings are selfish, evil, controlling and rude. They destroy every hope I build for myself that I don't even wake up with confidence. When I wear make up they judge me. When I wear a certain piece of clothing they don't like, they judge me. Every little thing I do I get judged. I am prepared for the worst so I distance myself from them. Every day. I walk past them like strangers in the street. Is this normal?