Is it normal to be so neutral

There are very few subjects that bothers me. I can discuss anything with an open mind to both sides, I often tend to empathise most with the less popular side just to keep it even. I have not much interest in romance but I can love someone regardless of their sex. I don't really feel like either gender, sometimes I'm one sometimes I'm the other, I would prefer neither. Im extremely vengeful and always have to get even. I am also agnostic. There are very few things I can side with, I either pick both or neither. I have no real hobbies, achievements, goals, or friends, because obviously my disposition can gets very boring. Everything I do in life is just to please someone else, most notably my parents. I made them chose my career path, because I had no ideas for myself. They let me pick my college classes once but I just took whatever was open. I get good grades because Im can easily memorize things. The only thing Im good at is drawing but I don't like to do that much anymore. I dont feel all that connect to real life. I often get obsessed with odd things that are fictional or from the past, and become so absorbed in it that I can barely function normally. other than that I am not really sure where is the fun in life...

Is It Normal?
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  • So, your a bisexual soul walking the purgatory fields between dawn and dusk with no compass or polaris to guide you. Burn the fields down and dance till life chooses you.

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  • I don't know if its normal but i too have trouble with feelings especially those of others i just dont understand emotional trauma or anyone else feeling so all my advise comes off as brutish or too blunt i also draw and am very conscious of my subconscious as in sometime i dont remember that im alive or that my name is in fact my name i think if any thing it might be due to the over active subconscious or imagination of creative people. I suppose that when that part of the brain is being constantly active it make the others distant causing an unbalance ( thats my theory at least) so id say you your self is normal but the condition is slightly different just start to focus less on you or situations that way your focus will then be set to other people and other situations in a way where you can fuction

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  • Suck a cock and see how you feel.

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