Iin, to be really depressed just because i graduated hs last year?
Hey everyone whats up!? I'm a 19 year old dude in college. I can't believe this first year of it is almost over already I graduated high school last year in 2010 and I miss it so so much. It seems im the opposite of everyone else I know everyone couldn't wait to go to college and they hated high school. I miss it so much though it was so fun and senior year was so care free and everyone was just cool with eachother. I go to a lame community college now that is boring as hell, I want to transfer to a real college to get the fun experience.
Ever since I started college I have been so depressed, all I ever want to do is sleep and I'm not doing as well on my school work as I would like to be doing. I never want to grow up, and I just want to be young and I know thats not possible.
I feel so depressed because I feel like I didnt live up the 4 years of HS like I should have, Im lost in life, I never see half the kids I knew anymore, I dont have a GF, or even any girls to kick it with. I feel like I'm nothing and I hate it. Sometimes I don't even want to wake up in the morning.
Please answer this, thank you so much!
peace.