IIN to be physically attractive but incredibly socially awkward?

well it my personally, you like the perfect match for me. cause im sorta the same. well im decent looking, and for my whole life i've been akward and geeky. but ive since been able to turn my akwardness into my own style and use it for good (well for the good of me anyway) and not evil. but i know were your coming from, when people were gushing over me, i was like "idk if i believe this" lol