Is it normal to be confused after someone w/ feelings for u says they won’t be w/ u?
Summary:
For months my close guy friend whom I share mutual feelings with has been giving me mixed signals all the while being heartbroken over someone else who broke his heart. In various ways his words and actions have implied he might be interested in being with me after he has time to move on from her, which led me to be very surprised after he recently said that he’s not going to be with me because he’s going to wait for her forever.
Longer version:
Part 1:
For months, the mutual feelings between my friend and me have been growing stronger in a way they never have before. During that whole time, he was also continuing to go through a pretty intense heartbreak with someone who rejected him multiple times and is now out of his life and moved far away (probably for good). He also gave me mixed signals during that entire time, and a couple times said things that (at least to me) implied he might be interested in dating me after he has time to get over her. Not to mention all the things he’s done that have implied the same thing.
Part 2:
The mixed signals have continued and I seriously questioned if he was in love with me and I also seriously questioned if he romantically cares more for me or her now.
Part 3:
I asked him how he’s been and he told me he’s (still) been depressed because of the person who broke his heart. This eventually led me to tell him about a guy who broke my heart in the past, which led him to say “you need to find someone else. Not me. Someone else. I’m waiting for [her name].” He said he’ll be waiting for her forever.
Since then:
I’ve been very confused. I thought he was in the process of getting over her, and was interested in possibly being with me after he has some time to move on from her, but I guess I was wrong?
A part of me wonders if there really is no hope for us to be together romantically in the future. I’m guessing eventually (whether months or years) he’ll move on from her, even though that doesn’t necessarily mean he would want to date me.
I keep wondering things like:
-If he really doesn’t want to be with me, then why does he look at me like that, and hug me so much, and etc., etc...
-Why did he say and do (intentionally and unintentionally) all those other things that let his feelings for me show through? (I have a whole list of mixed signals he’s given me.) I am just so confused.