Is it normal to be bordering on psychopathism without people realizing it ?

I am a 30 something black or lets say brown female gym trainer who is very narcisisstic and an almost psychopath ,anyways i have loads of blogs , and the only reason of the blogs is to gain comments and people's love ,each blog i have a different personality it's only those that show evil and negative thoughts are the ones close to my personality .My mother passed away and i wrote on my facebook wall "Rest in peace mom" although i don't really feel sorry , because if i do i wouldn't write in one of the blogs about how she is a control freak and how she annoys me , especially after she passed away , anyways i quack like a duck and hiss like a snake yet people admire and respect me , they like me , they love me and some fear me .
It's always about me ,if i love a person i love him/her because he /she loves me and not because he/she has a nice personality or there is something in him/her that make me love them.
I am a narcisisst , read about it and you'll see that alot of the points and characteristics are found in me .

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  • If you think you're a psychopath you're probably not. Crazy people don't realise they're crazy, and think there's something wrong with everyone else. I think you posted this before, this looks familiar.

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  • That's not how multiple personalities work. They may be aware of one another but not of what the other does unless it's directly to another personality.

    I don't believe you are psycho for a moment.

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    • i also would say things in my class to shock people ,when people get an idea about me i quickly change to another person , i would make my hair long then short then long then short . i will wear pink then blue .I know who i am i just deny my true self .I don't care about some girl's reputation and say things about her infront of the whole class , even things she doesn't like to voice them out to the public .I am a rebel who likes to rebel from society , parents , the law . I am extremely smart and could pass on as a genuis .I would say things that make people laugh but behind them is an insult , and i'd say i am joking .I read people very well , iam maunpilative , i have an x-ray vision of people's inner selve's /soul .I am very immature,i know i am crazy and will admit it to people who say i am crazy .

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      • How is you wanting attention make you a psychopath? If you are doing things like murdering people for attention ok yeah maybe. I dont see anything wrong with what you are doing though. However online this is known as "Bating".

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  • u is not C WAZY

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  • I have ASPD, the next step down from psychopathy and i didnt know i had it till i was court ordered to go under review and yeah...I just thought i was always happy and never felt bad for others. But I never felt bad while being very bad to others apparantly.

    Its not a mental disorder but a disorder of the character...im just a bad person..and what you describe is simillar. DONT MATTER THOUGH CAUSE IT'S FUN RIGHT! GOT IT!

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  • Well, I guess it is normal. Just keep it that way.

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