Is it normal to be bordering on psychopathism without people realizing it ?
I am a 30 something black or lets say brown female gym trainer who is very narcisisstic and an almost psychopath ,anyways i have loads of blogs , and the only reason of the blogs is to gain comments and people's love ,each blog i have a different personality it's only those that show evil and negative thoughts are the ones close to my personality .My mother passed away and i wrote on my facebook wall "Rest in peace mom" although i don't really feel sorry , because if i do i wouldn't write in one of the blogs about how she is a control freak and how she annoys me , especially after she passed away , anyways i quack like a duck and hiss like a snake yet people admire and respect me , they like me , they love me and some fear me .
It's always about me ,if i love a person i love him/her because he /she loves me and not because he/she has a nice personality or there is something in him/her that make me love them.
I am a narcisisst , read about it and you'll see that alot of the points and characteristics are found in me .