Is it normal to be a guy and be feminine when it comes to sex?

Well, first of all. I am a guy and 18 years old. I became attracted corporally to girls about the age of 15~16, however, about 13 emotionally. I am a virgin, but I'm ugly or something. I'm cery perverted and not really shy, but when it comes to girls, I can't handle it, so I just don't do anything to get one. Beside that... I just don't feel sexually attracted to a girl, if I don't know her at least a bit. Of course I like hot girls, but even though I can imagine having sex with them, I'd probably never do this, because sex is something touching for me. It's something about love, trust and I don't know. My male friends don't understand that at all, but my female friends seem to like it. (Yep, some are into me, but I'm keeping my virginity.) I don't care if you acutally find it normal or not, because it's my way of dealing with it. I just want to know what you people think of it?
btw, I have a lot of female friends and beside this topic I'm abolutely masculin. And I'd say I'm attractive, cause many girls tell me, but I don't know...