Yeah I bet- Could not imagine how u feel az it would have been a very traumatic experienceand I hope you are/have seeked some sort of means to help process everything! Im sure they will catch the bastard if not , no need to wory as karma is one hell of a Bitch !! :)
I'm finding it a bit hard to get much support at the moment, partly because of the time of year with people away and so on and partly because I find it hard to ask for help except when it's in a professional situation with a counsellor. Oh also because people see me as really strong, which I am, but I still need some help sometimes.
I've had a bit of phone counselling & will try & get some face to face tomorrow when the community health centre opens - I'm hoping they haven't closed up between xmas and new year.
Oh yeah good old karma, I don't believe in it although I wish I did: my usual response to people telling me that karma will get him is that I want to be his karma. Worst thing at the moment is not knowing what's going on: the police reporting line I spoke to with info about him resembling the suspect said they'll give me an update in a few days if I call in again.
After he raped me over 4 years ago I was determined to somehow stop him from doing it to any more women and it's been difficult for me to accept that I haven't done that: if the info I've given the cops helps get him charged and convicted all this shit will have been worth it. A few times the only thing that's stopped me from suicide was wanting to outlive him so I can go to his funeral and a trial would be good too ......
Oh I understand but I am glad you are interested in helping yourself through this. Sometimes in life big things turn our world up side down and it is in those times one must reach out for help , even the strongest need help sometimes like yourself. Its very unfortunate that u dont believe in karma because it is real and when the time is right whether its this life or another he will pay. ITS INEVITABLE!! Please what ever u do DONT suicide it solves nothing. Things will get better and in time ul heal. If you ever want to talk il b here .
I made it perfectly clear that I AM NOT intending to suicide and WHY.
Your arguments for karma make me laugh, because it's all based on if evil people don't get punished in this life, they'll get it in the next one - oh yeah, prove it!
And thanks but I AM healing, and part of that healing is not letting him get away with it. I've taken steps I'm not prepared to discuss here and as far as I'm concerned I'M HIS KARMA.
Wow calm down! I was just making sure.
Its ok if u dont believe in karma because it the law of the universe and continues despite whether u believe in it or not.
I am glad u are healing and things are sorting out.
I am calm - you keep misreading and misunderstanding me. Countless people down the ages have made up "laws of the universe" and they're just that, made up, no proof, no evidence, just wishful thinking.
Do tell, how am I misreading and misunderstanding you? Karma is real but you seem like one of those people that is "If I cant see it then I dont believe it" sorta thing but thats ok
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Yeah I bet- Could not imagine how u feel az it would have been a very traumatic experienceand I hope you are/have seeked some sort of means to help process everything! Im sure they will catch the bastard if not , no need to wory as karma is one hell of a Bitch !! :)
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I'm finding it a bit hard to get much support at the moment, partly because of the time of year with people away and so on and partly because I find it hard to ask for help except when it's in a professional situation with a counsellor. Oh also because people see me as really strong, which I am, but I still need some help sometimes.
I've had a bit of phone counselling & will try & get some face to face tomorrow when the community health centre opens - I'm hoping they haven't closed up between xmas and new year.
Oh yeah good old karma, I don't believe in it although I wish I did: my usual response to people telling me that karma will get him is that I want to be his karma. Worst thing at the moment is not knowing what's going on: the police reporting line I spoke to with info about him resembling the suspect said they'll give me an update in a few days if I call in again.
After he raped me over 4 years ago I was determined to somehow stop him from doing it to any more women and it's been difficult for me to accept that I haven't done that: if the info I've given the cops helps get him charged and convicted all this shit will have been worth it. A few times the only thing that's stopped me from suicide was wanting to outlive him so I can go to his funeral and a trial would be good too ......
Thanks for your concern, I do appreciate it
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Oh I understand but I am glad you are interested in helping yourself through this. Sometimes in life big things turn our world up side down and it is in those times one must reach out for help , even the strongest need help sometimes like yourself. Its very unfortunate that u dont believe in karma because it is real and when the time is right whether its this life or another he will pay. ITS INEVITABLE!! Please what ever u do DONT suicide it solves nothing. Things will get better and in time ul heal. If you ever want to talk il b here .
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I made it perfectly clear that I AM NOT intending to suicide and WHY.
Your arguments for karma make me laugh, because it's all based on if evil people don't get punished in this life, they'll get it in the next one - oh yeah, prove it!
And thanks but I AM healing, and part of that healing is not letting him get away with it. I've taken steps I'm not prepared to discuss here and as far as I'm concerned I'M HIS KARMA.
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Wow calm down! I was just making sure.
Its ok if u dont believe in karma because it the law of the universe and continues despite whether u believe in it or not.
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I am calm - you keep misreading and misunderstanding me. Countless people down the ages have made up "laws of the universe" and they're just that, made up, no proof, no evidence, just wishful thinking.
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Do tell, how am I misreading and misunderstanding you? Karma is real but you seem like one of those people that is "If I cant see it then I dont believe it" sorta thing but thats ok