Is it normal that when i sit with friends on the bus, i want to kiss them?

I noticed this particular part of my overactive imagination some time this year over the course of several band trips. Thing is, our director had the boys and girls separated into two different buses, and I generally ended up sitting with either Madeline or Elizabeth. We have nothing else in common besides band and seating arrangements, and here's the issue. Every time I sit alone with another girl on the bus, especially at night with them, we'll be talking about something completely unrelated, and in the silence, I'll get this brief but very vivid, half-arousing daydream of kissing them that lasts for about three seconds.

As a note, I do find both Elizabeth and Madeline moderately attractive but have no desire to act upon these feelings, mainly because these offbeat daydreams make conversation, friendships, and bus rides in general strikingly awkward. I don't know if it's just what I'd like to call "single-syndrome" or a combination of subconscious desire and wishful thinking, but it just happens. Is this normal for a possibly pansexual girl?

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Based on 63 votes (46 yes)
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  • regisphilbin

    you have a great writing style, maybe write a novel.

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  • theworldsfuked

    what the hell is pan sexual, attracted to pans much?

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    • Energy

      Pansexual means you like anything that's human. In other words, love is love.

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      • theworldsfuked

        thats sounds sweet "the love is love part" except i looked up the dPansexuality, or omnisexuality,[1] is sexual attraction, sexual desire, romantic love, or emotional attraction toward persons of all gender identities and biological sexes.[2][3] Self-identified pansexuals may consider pansexuality a sexual orientation,[4] and refer to themselves as gender-blind, asserting that gender and sex are insignificant or irrelevant in determining whether they will be sexually attracted to others.[5] The Oxford English Dictionary defines pansexuality as, "not limited or inhibited in sexual choice with regards to gender or activity".

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        • Energy

          Well, thanks for kicking my ass .__.

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          • theworldsfuked

            i wasn't kicking your ass

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  • x1frosty16

    You sicko this is Madeline. I think I'll keep my distance from you now

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  • squiggledum

    Normal I suppose. Attraction is what it is girl, do what you want ^^

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