Is it normal that when i drive i constantly think about crashing on purpose?

Its not normal and you should seek help. Get to the root of those feelings.

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I used to feel this all the time when i was depressed. I'd never do anything just think about it. You should definitely talk to someone. A lot of people have depression its nothing to be embarresed about, in fact the numbers of people diagnosed are increasing. Who could blame them tho? This world is a fucked up place sometimes.

you have a demon inside you trying to fuck up your life

I was about to vote normal(only because I have had these thoughts) but I have actually not had these types of thoughts since I've been taking medication over a year ago for depression/anxiety.

I would think about it almost every time I drove, I would even be scared that some force would take over my body and the urge would overcome me and it would just happen without me giving it much thought. It's a scary thought to have, and I commute 40 mins to and from work each day on a busy highway so it's not a scenario where I could have just stopped driving.

I suggest speaking with your doctor about the pain you're experiencing. Maybe therapy or medication can help you.

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Me too. But then I think of the insurance and hospital bill and then I stay in my lane.

It could be intrusive thoughts, but with intrusive thoughts it's usually something you don't actually want to do. It's more concerning that you actually want to do it.

it's an escapist mindset. simply by thinking that you're giving your mind some comfort

but you know what? talk to someone about it, or heck, make a post about it over here. you'll be amazed how sometimes simply voicing your thoughts can neutralize a negative mindset; most of the times even before someone responds to you about it

I just want to ram and smash other people sometimes but I don't. But maaan, if I had a tank...