Is it normal that the thought of my boyfriend cheating on me turns me on?
I sometimes fantasize about coming home and finding my boyfriend brutally face fucking some chick. She's covered in tears and runny mascara while he's having the time of his life. The thought of him being pleased by other women just drives me nuts !(in a good way). Also I like seeing other women mistreated and rough handled (explains the face fucking). I just don't see many women turned on by this. I feel a little ashamed