Is it normal that in my mind i constantly think celebrities are watching me?
I have never told anyone I do this (and when I think about it it's kinda sad...) but what I've been doing for a few years is falling for certain famous people, and then imagining they are watching me go about my everyday life.
At first I imagined them having a host there with them to explain to them what they're watching and why, but it became so constant that I skip that part now and just imagine their reactions to the things I do.
Sometimes I think I do it because I want them to know I exist and to realise how much we have in common (if I thought that).
But like I said it only happens with famous people that I fall for, and I imagine us being together until I start thinking about someone else, then I move onto them and sometimes I jump back to ones I'd already fantasized about.
If I find out they're in a relationship I usually steer away as quickly as possible.
I'm not in a relationship myself, and I realise how sad and lonely my life sounds... but I'm really not that eccentric. I'm sociable and have plenty friends guys and girls, and believe I have positive, exciting plans for the future. I think when I first started doing it I was a little depressed and resorted to this. It is a little less common for me to do nowadays.