Is it normal that i was raped and now i feel that my mind is messed up.

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When i was 8 my step-father molested me and raped me (but when he did, i didn't feel pain, pleasure, or anything.). As this went on, he'd tell me to never tell anyone. I told about the molestation not the rape (I was extremely scared) and he's in jail. But, now I have rape fantasies and can't stop thinking about it. Also, my maturity is the same as an 8 year old. So 1. is it normal for me to like rape? 2. Is it normal for me to act like a child? 3. Is it normal for me to have been afraid?

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  • bleedingundeadheart
    12 years ago | pl

    hell I'll tell you but e-mail me

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  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    12 years ago | pl

    Unfortunately this is common for victims such as yourself, a lot of people become violent in their sex lives or fantasize over it, maybe you need to speak to someone about it?
    As for you acting young, you have kinda been deprived of your childhood- he stole that from you when you was only young so maybe you're re-living it.
    Of course it's normal to be afraid, but for you to still not have told anyone about him raping you suggests you are suppressing an awful lot and this is not good for you. You need to talk to someone you can trust and get it all off your chest, maybe even a professional.
    I wish you all the best, I'm very sorry for what happened to you

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  • jensapa
    12 years ago | pl

    U prob don't like rape it's just what seems normal to u. Your maturity has been stunted due to the abuse and of course it's normal u were scared. I would advise u to get some help and support.

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