I have always found cowardice to be more destructive than any of the so-called seven deadly sins. Here is a perfect example. An individual afraid of investigating his own role in his personal failures blames people that he has not had extensive contact with in at least fifteen or so years.
Other individuals can break your body, but only you can break your mind. The way I see it, OP, your fear of accepting responsibility for your failures is driving you towards rage, impotent, just like the rest of your excuse-ridden, rationalizing life. The reason some men just want to watch the would burn is because the only think they know how to make is fire, and they fear smelling anything but ash.
You say that nobody cares about you. Do you, did you, ever care about anyone else? Relationships are a two-way street, and nobody owes you, personally, anything.
Do yourself and the world a favor, OP. Go back to school and learn a trade skill. Make some friends, take up a hobby, become part of a community. Start living for yourself, not for your feelings of being wronged by the universe.
IIN that I want to make my family suffer?
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I have always found cowardice to be more destructive than any of the so-called seven deadly sins. Here is a perfect example. An individual afraid of investigating his own role in his personal failures blames people that he has not had extensive contact with in at least fifteen or so years.
Other individuals can break your body, but only you can break your mind. The way I see it, OP, your fear of accepting responsibility for your failures is driving you towards rage, impotent, just like the rest of your excuse-ridden, rationalizing life. The reason some men just want to watch the would burn is because the only think they know how to make is fire, and they fear smelling anything but ash.
You say that nobody cares about you. Do you, did you, ever care about anyone else? Relationships are a two-way street, and nobody owes you, personally, anything.
Do yourself and the world a favor, OP. Go back to school and learn a trade skill. Make some friends, take up a hobby, become part of a community. Start living for yourself, not for your feelings of being wronged by the universe.