Is it normal that i want to die young?
I see all these people wanting to live long lives but I really just don’t want to live past about 35-40. It’s not that I hate life it’s just that old people are disgusting to me and the thought of myself being in that state just really puts me on edge. I don’t intend to have any children so I wouldn’t be leaving anything behind. The thought of sitting in a chair looking ugly and not being able to do anything scares me. Also I kind of like the idea of turning up brutally murdered somewhere. Is it normal that I don’t want to live a long life?