Is it normal that i want to be passed around like a sexual party favor?
I've always been sexually submissive in real life, but I have had a recurring fantasy for a long time that far exceeds anything I have ever actually done. The fantasy involves my boyfriend taking me to a party, not as his +1, but as a sex object. Kind of like bringing a bottle of wine to dinner at a frind's house. I spend the whole evening naked on the couch while guests come over, have their fun with me, and walk away. Like a gangbang, but classy and slower-paced. Nobody asks permission, and I never refuse or complain. You wouldn't ask your food if you could eat it, would you? There is something so hot to me about being used like a sex object by a group of people.