IIN that I resent my husband because he doesn't have sex with me?

People putting you down really don't understand the mental torture of the situation...My husband doesn't want sex either and no matter how sexy I try to act or how much I tell him that I need it, he just says okay and stares at the tv or falls asleep. It really destroys my self esteem and I question myself everyday if I'm pretty or not. I haven't cheated on him but in a way I did because everyday I daydream about having intercourse with other people. I think about my ex's and how much they thought I was hot. After the marriage I felt less stimulated with life and I gained a few weight because I felt raelly bad about myself and I'm an emotional eater. At first, I really tried to accept it, but lately I've been really angry and I never meant for it to get to that point. I understand why you did what you did. Don't let anyone put you down. It's torture and it's been affecting my life and I'm sure it was the same for you too.