I understand and I agree with you. But I also feel like I sometimes do too much to show love and I don't see it from the other side. Maybe not because they don't love me but rather they showed me all they have and can't give more so then I'm looking for more else where. And that's not good and that's my bad.
And yeah I think I should work on selflove or something like that because I constatly need to be around people and when I'm alone I can't do anything. I mean when I'm alone I just waste my time. I watch YT or play games just to waste that time to be with my bf or someone. I can't really enjoy being alone. Maybe it's Also because when I was a kid I was almost always alone at home and when my mum come back from work she was mean because she was stressed and angry from work.
The thing is that I don't know how to fix myself. I kinda know back in my mind I should do something but I'm helpless.
IIN that I need to be inlove constantly?
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I understand and I agree with you. But I also feel like I sometimes do too much to show love and I don't see it from the other side. Maybe not because they don't love me but rather they showed me all they have and can't give more so then I'm looking for more else where. And that's not good and that's my bad.
And yeah I think I should work on selflove or something like that because I constatly need to be around people and when I'm alone I can't do anything. I mean when I'm alone I just waste my time. I watch YT or play games just to waste that time to be with my bf or someone. I can't really enjoy being alone. Maybe it's Also because when I was a kid I was almost always alone at home and when my mum come back from work she was mean because she was stressed and angry from work.
The thing is that I don't know how to fix myself. I kinda know back in my mind I should do something but I'm helpless.