Is it normal that i'm like this?
I am a 21 years old female, had sex a few times, kissed many people and I'm confident enough to sing and dance in public. Most of the time I feel grumpy and want to be alone. The only time I truly feel happy is joking around with someone who I have a deep connect with(like my sister). I'm not very interested in dating but am more interested in meeting powerful people. I am confident enough to kiss anyone on the streets and pretend to have feelings. 5 months ago I met and slept with 3 celebrities(who I decided not to post their names).
Former classmate would describe my as morbidly quiet. Honestly my people skills arnt the best, my loneliness has brought me to entertain myself I'm public place and I got lots of attention from strangers. This is the reason why I have no friends and more comfortable talking to random strangers.
I hardly go out an chill with people and have no friends except for my family. I have a job and trying to move out of my parents house. Also my best friend lives in another country and I can only talk to her through facebook. Am I normal?