Is it normal that i'm 10x more attracted to smoking people?
I know smoking is super unhealthy, that it fucking stinks, etc, yet I can't help but feel kind of attracted to smoking people. I tried to watch some smoking-oriented "porn" videos, but it's not exactly the same thing. I feel better about "casual" things (not a fake blonde bitch that stares into the void while holding her smoke like she broke her wrist, for example). I must specify that I'm a girl in my late teens.
Is it normal or am I just getting weirder and weirder?