Is it normal that i love shoving things up my butt?
I do it all the time, sometimes i'll even sleep with things inside my ass. Like last night I put a couple eggs in a grocery bag (just so I could use it as a handle to pull them back out later) and planned on going to sleep with them inside me, but ended up having to take them out because they were pressing right into a sensitive spot (which normally would be a good thing, but when it's like that too long it's kind of torture)
and anyway it'll be ANYTHING I can fit in there, and sometimes i'll even do stuff like a couple times I shoved raw eggs in by themselves and then used a pen to break them open inside of me,
another time I used a knife (not one that could cut too much, I don't have a death wish lol) and got off on the bit of pain it caused,
it'll be random things, like whatever I can find laying around.