Is it normal that i like being able to feel my bones?
I've always been extremely insecure about my weight. I've never been overweight, but when I was growing up I was surrounded by girls who honest to god looked like models while I was a bit chubby and awkward. Ever since then, I always felt that as long as I could feel my ribs through my skin, everything would be fine (or at least could be worse).
I'm 20 now, I am doing much better with my self image and I am at a weight I feel comfortable at, but I still feel obsessed with being able to feel my bones. It calms me down. I trace over my ribs, make sure my hipbones jut out, feel my spine and the bones on my shoulders whenever I can... Is this weird?