Is it normal that i have a strong desire to pop boils and watch yt vids of it?

I have always had a strong fascination with the idea of popping boils.
Not just boils. Cysts, pimples, blackheads, really anything that I can squeeze secretions out of.. I hear the secretions smell but I already thought that through, I'd just wear a face mask and breathe through my mouth.
Unfortunately, I have never had the opportunity to find someone disgusting enough to have these issues.
I just live vicariously through youtubers who apparently lack shame.
I never had acne issues and I've always kept perfect hygiene. I wish I could attack a cyst. My mom is a nurse so I'd do the proper procedure. I'm a 20 year old female.
When people post videos to gross others out with boils I feel weird because I actually seek the videos out. And usually I have already seen the video.
I am completely desensitized to any gross factors to it, I can even watch the videos while eating.
IIN?

Is It Normal?
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  • Can you pop the one that's one my tussy. I shaved and now it's killing me. Ow!

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  • I find it unappealing but a lot of people must be into it cause there's lots of those videos

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  • Your that chick from that movie excision arent you

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  • I hear ya! I watch those videos too. There is something satisfying about seeing something get popped, and when I start watching them I am hooked. Earwax extraction videos are also interesting

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  • my mother used to pop my dads cysts or whatever infections he had on his back. my dad could have done it himself but my mother always asked him if she could do it for him

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