Is it normal that i get turned on by the thought of getting choked, drugged etc
I get turned on by the thought of a man desiring me so much that he drugs me when I'm not aware so that I get completely helpless and that he starts choking me and touching me without me being able to stop him. I don't like the idea of being r*ped but I like the idea of being helpless and desired.
I also get turned on by the idea of a man slapping me when I don't expect it and that I genuinely get hurt and shocked. I know that it would hurt and that I would cry, but I get turned on by the thought that a man would feel that powerful and turned on by seeing me so hopeless.