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I am a virgin but sometimes when I'm jacking it I think about cutting the chick open and like..becoming part of her, like inside her chest/abdominal cavity. I wouldn't actually do it but I think it would be warm with all the blood and internal organs and whatnot. who am I kidding this is pretty fucked up.
That's completely fucked up and if it turns you on is definitely a warning sign.
Even if you try to suppress these desires, you may end up harming someone eventually.
Seek help before your impulses get worse as they invariably will do.
Many killers and sadists in history have began by imagining what they'd do and then when they thought doesn't turn them on any more, they look for more active ways of achieving their highs.
Tell a doctor immediately.