Is it normal that i feel as if im going to be hospitalized in an asylum one day

"It's not my fault, I try to be nice but people keep testing my patience."

That's one of the most chilling things I've ever read here. Maybe it's just the way I'm reading it but it's really, really... wow. Presuming you don't actually want to go on a killing spree, why not find a counsellor now and talk your problems through?

I'll b looking out for u on the 5oclock news.

Smoke weed. You'll feel better

I'm sorry that this is going on. It is so hard. And honestly if you ask me i think everyone of us is just a step away from insanity. You just need to try to surround yourself with people who are caring and loving, hard to find but they are out there. I will pray for u. If you would like to talk please join the facebook page Disciples For Christ. We are just a bunch of people who are caring and non judgmental. There is also an email address where you can write, and feel free to talk. You can email me at [email protected]. Hope to see you there. God bless and hold on, you can make it!

We always have a part in things! You might think that it's because everyone is treating you badly, which I'm not saying isn't valid, but are you letting them? Maybe you would feel better if you exercised setting healthy boundaries with others.

I meant to say no. That is just called being a 'worry wart.'

This feeling will pass. I'm not sure how old you are but as you get older you learn new ways to accept your surroundings, grow patience, and many times embrace it :)

go to the doctors and get some mood stabalizers,valiun,anti deppresants asap.