Is it normal that i enjoy watching rape video's and wish it happened to me?

dont worry, im like that too. Its not that i would want to be actually raped, but its the domination that turns me on

You are normal and healthy. Look up S&M

normall

i like that too lol but i noe they're not really raping the girl they're just being really aggressive and i like that too.

oh was the video role-play or voyeur (for real) coz if it was for real then that is not cool! i hope it was role-play or actors

you have a role playing fetish/desire. i think it is normal. sign into alt.com and check out the chat rooms - be careful of course and only do that online until one day you meet someone (maybe from there or maybe elsewhere who knows) who will take things slow enough until you feel comfortable enough to role play that in real life. please don't get fooled into trying it straight out with anyone. but you will find someone. i can't offer to help you with this i am with someone - but we like to role play with each other - she doesnt want the rape thing but she likes a lot of other things - including roughish sex - so there is definitely hope for you - embrace your desires and enjoy them - just dont put yourself in a bad situation you cant get out of

Wait, like, videos of ACTUAL rape or porn that makes it LOOK like rape?

Also, do you actually want to be raped or are you just turned on by the thought? In other words, if someone raped you, would you enjoy it?