Is it normal that i enjoy pain

Pain is my drug. Without pain I feel numb. Without pain I suffer from withdrawals. Hurting myself gives me a mental and emotional high. I enjoy that pain can bring me one step closer to death and realizing my vulnerability and mortality, but paradoxically can provide me with the only motivation for living. I live so that I can experience more pain and suffering. To suffer is to bring oneself closer to God and the eternal truth. True pain is the purest form of ecstasy and exhilaration that one can feel.

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  • You know, this post further proves my theory that some religious people honestly have a screw loose or something. I said SOME religious people, not ALL, for those of you out there eager to get on my ass for not agreeing with religion or the people who follow it.

    Anyway, as I was saying, to feel this way wouldn't be considered normal, but to each their own. I will definetly say that your post went from being depressing and uninspiring, to utterly comical when you mentioned that to suffer is to bring oneself closer to god. I've been through a good deal of both, and I've never even had so much as a hint that any sort of god exsists.

    I see a pattern to this pain = closeness to god thing, because I've seen cathloics whipping themselves on the back in the name of religion, and I think its weird and pointless. I hope you don't assume that because suffering brings people closer to god, that you have any sort of right to inflict pain and suffering upon others, though.

    Truth be told I really can't decide which is funnier. People who hurt themselves out of anger or depression, or people who hurt themselves in the name of religion.

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  • If you like it, then it's not suffering. Thus not bringing you closer to your God.

    And why do you like pain? It's about the least normal thing you could like, with a few exceptions. The nervous system includes pain in order to keep us from hurting ourselves, or letting ourselves get hurt. The fact that you enjoy it is literally going against our evolutionary design, which means you probably have mental issues.

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  • sometimes i fell this website is full of trollers

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  • You should try S&M.

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  • dude, try something else for pleasure if possible.

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