Is it normal that i don't see myself having a future?

Try and think of a goal to work towards. Maybe a holiday or a car? Focus on the end goal and reward yourself for meeting little goals on the way like submitting an assignment or making it through another week. Also you don't have to do anything you don't want, if it's too much stress you don't even need to take the exams. There is a way around everything and you will find a way to succeed no matter what. I didn't take my exams and now at 18 I've got my own apartment and working hard on retail. Good luck!

College wasnt the magic cure all Obama promised was it. we were all to get PhD's and then what ? create our own jobs i guess. meanwhile he kept flooding the US market with foreign Phds that would work for beans. Lunatic had his job thats all he cared about.

A) Shit changes. Even the way you think.
B) Shit you do now will have very have little impact on you in 5 years. There are exceptions but not a lot.
C) Try shit. When you find shit you like do more. If you try it and don't like it then stop doing that shit.
D) The future is made up. Experiment, have fun, create plans, work the plans, if the plans fail then make a new plan. Rinse and repeat.

If it’s that bad and you don’t think you’ll make it to the end I would suggest getting out now while you still can. Go learn a trade and come back to school when you’re older and a little more mature.

Epicness.

You live on the edge lol

Why the dramatic-ness?

Sounds like school is stressing you out too much. Or something else. You can get through whatever your going through though :)

I've been feeling somewhat the same since after Hurricane Harvey. My whole life fell apart. I find myself wishing I would have a stroke or a heart attack.

I feel like a hypocrite saying this, but please hang in there. Don't give up on yourself.