Is it normal that i don't have a real connection to anybody?
I'm a 19 year old student, I'm pretty much the average guy, I work out 5 or 6 days a week, I eat healthy, I have a normal job as a cashier, but I lack relationships across the board. I don't have friends, I have never had a girlfriend not even the fake grade school variety, and even the connections to family feel like they're falling apart. And this is not for lack of trying. I talk to people all day, at work at the gym, sometimes deep stuff, sometimes not so deep but I never really feel like im making any connections. I do have 2 people that I feel close to, my brother because yeah he's family, and married female coworker that I fucked around and fell in love with. But those wont last so long, my brother is growing up and I feel like we're loosing touch everytime we see each other, and the coworker situation is an obvious emotional shit storm that I really really need to avoid. I have been this way for as long as I can remember and it's really starting to wear on me. Eveyone is flourishing and no matter how hard I try or even how hard I dont try,I can't get close to anyone. So Is it normal?