Is it normal that i don't feel anything when watching people die on videos?
I watch a lot of gore videos, not because I'm a murderer but because I'm just morbous and I feel like it helps me to understand this world better.
I've been watching videos of people dying in various gruesome ways, ISIS executions, POV of shootings (like the NZ one) and even kids being run over by cars, yet I hardly feel anything when watching this videos, just indifference.
First, I know it's kind of fucked up to watch these kind of videos, but that's not the thing, I want to know if it's fucked up to not feel anything at all when doing it. I'm pretty sure I would react completely different if any of this thing happened and I was there to witness it, but I just don't feel anything when watching footage of it.