when i was a kid i do belive i was innocent (not in the untained way to sadly.i was born into sin and other such aweful things.but i do think i was innocent in terms of my intent, personality and how i treated others). surprisingly so because i was already being raped by 4 and born into a aweful family. i was also very kind for being a kid. i didnt judge others or bully and fought the bullies actually, i didnt care what their race was, body type was etc. i was kind to everyone. i guess because id have loved to have recieved that same kindness. i wasnt jaded just yet by the things i was going through. i still had hope at that age. i was literally always very shy, quiet,soft spoken. even as a toddler being told no 1-2 times was enough n i learned my lesson.. idk if it was because of the abuse that made me so submissive, im guessing it prob was.
im 25 now and def not the same little girl i was. and im damn sure not innocent anymore either (im using it in the same manner in which you do now, im a very bitter, sad, depressed, tainted, ruined person now).
i dont miss the abuse that was going on at that time, but i miss the sweet girl i used to be.while i still dont bully or anything like that, im not a happy person. at all. i hide it but its true. hell i dont think ive ever been happy. i guess im just incapable of hiding anything anymore..
IIN that I don't believe that children are innocent?
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when i was a kid i do belive i was innocent (not in the untained way to sadly.i was born into sin and other such aweful things.but i do think i was innocent in terms of my intent, personality and how i treated others). surprisingly so because i was already being raped by 4 and born into a aweful family. i was also very kind for being a kid. i didnt judge others or bully and fought the bullies actually, i didnt care what their race was, body type was etc. i was kind to everyone. i guess because id have loved to have recieved that same kindness. i wasnt jaded just yet by the things i was going through. i still had hope at that age. i was literally always very shy, quiet,soft spoken. even as a toddler being told no 1-2 times was enough n i learned my lesson.. idk if it was because of the abuse that made me so submissive, im guessing it prob was.
im 25 now and def not the same little girl i was. and im damn sure not innocent anymore either (im using it in the same manner in which you do now, im a very bitter, sad, depressed, tainted, ruined person now).
i dont miss the abuse that was going on at that time, but i miss the sweet girl i used to be.while i still dont bully or anything like that, im not a happy person. at all. i hide it but its true. hell i dont think ive ever been happy. i guess im just incapable of hiding anything anymore..