Is it normal that i don’t find death upsetting?

I don’t find it upsetting when people I know die or when I hear about death. I’ve had several family members die in the past, though none were in particularly tragic circumstances, but I found that it just didn’t affect me at all.

I’ve been like that for as long as I can remember. When I was about 10 or 11, my grandma died and I can remember sitting in the church for her funeral and pretending to cry so my family wouldn’t think it was odd that I wasn’t upset.

I didn’t feel any deep connections with anyone I’ve known who died and I just kind of look at it as one less person to have to visit and buy presents for.