Is it normal that i do weird things and i think i have a fetish?
hey everybody, uhm... i have read some articles here about some guys who stole or tried on bras of their sisters and friends. i may be al little weirder. dont Judge me.
when i was little, i did some weird things. i used to switch clothes with my female friends. and i did it a lot with them. like 6 times... they all have pictures of me and them wearing each others clothes. some times i feel like i hate myself about that. i dont really get turned op because of doing this but i just did these things.
now there is this girl, she is a pretty good friend of my litle brother. she is 2 or 3 years younger than me, but she is so cute and funny. i really like here and i think she likes me back. but it would be awkard for our parents if we were together, like in a relationship, since they are really good friends. we Always have fun and never fight. im in love with her for sure. everytime she gets dressed up nice i melt. we often go on vacation together because my family is a really good friend of her family. so we hired this house to go on vacation so we all slept together. in different rooms ofcourse.
we were bored and played some things outside. I stopped playing along and went inside. i went to look if she was in her room, she wasnt, and before i even knew it i was looking through her closet. i saw her bras. i took one of her lingerie, :p, and i felt like heaven. it was a pink tigerprint underpants.
thats not the first time i did this. once i was swimming with friends, in their indoorswimmingpool, i went to change myy clothes. a female friend of mine just changed her clothes and left her bikini in the bathtub. it was all wet and soapy. i couldnt resist it. i took it and again felt like heaven. i even put it on. my man business felt like heaven too. but.. does that make me a person who should be killed because of doing this? ti isnt like i masturbate on it. i just like some woman even more after doing this.
i am just a little worse than the average guy.
what do you guys think? im i weird? IIN? am i the only one who gets turned up because of some lingerie?