I admire the sentiment. What I truly wanted was the same; to fall in love and lose my virginity with a special man who I would be emotionally and sexually bonded to.
However, I decided the same as the OP; lost my virginity to a person I despised because then I did not have to feel sad about it or even think about it afterwards.
For me it ended up being about claiming my body and my sexuality as my own, alone.
Do I regret it? Yes, occasionally I do. However, I am not sure how I would feel being a virgin today. Actually, I am not sure how different my life might have been. Would I have taken different decisions... too personal to discuss here at this time.
IIN that I didn't want my virginity to be taken by anyone I know?
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I did the opposite, I wanted to lose it to someone who cared, loved me and who I loved in return.
The relationship didn't end well at all but I don't regret a single moment of it, especially losing my virginity to him.
I was happy I lost it to someone I was with rather than a stranger.
But still, if that's what you wanted to do, it's your body and normal.
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I admire the sentiment. What I truly wanted was the same; to fall in love and lose my virginity with a special man who I would be emotionally and sexually bonded to.
However, I decided the same as the OP; lost my virginity to a person I despised because then I did not have to feel sad about it or even think about it afterwards.
For me it ended up being about claiming my body and my sexuality as my own, alone.
Do I regret it? Yes, occasionally I do. However, I am not sure how I would feel being a virgin today. Actually, I am not sure how different my life might have been. Would I have taken different decisions... too personal to discuss here at this time.