Is it normal that i can't stop thinking depressing things, it's ruining my life
Here are some of the depressing things I've been thinking about:
1. One day, eventually, I will die. The fact that it will inevitably happen makes me sad and makes me wonder what the point is in life.
2. I don't want to live forever, but I don't really want to die.
3. There is no point of having a good time, we are going to die eventually
4. I don't want to grow old. Even the prospect of me no longer being a teenager eventually (i'm 19), but I don't want to die young.
I know everyone thinks these things, but I constantly think this, all the time! Especially number 3, I think this every time I do something that is even remotely fun or entertaining to me.
I no longer have any friends. I've been diagnosed with depression, but it's never been as bad as this. Despite the "no point to life" theme I still want to go out there and live life, have fun, but soon after I start thinking "there's no point, we all die in the end". IIN?