Is it normal that i can't be happy with someone
I've been seeing this guy for about 2 weeks. After our first date he made sure that our 2nd date would be the NEXT day. He's into me, not afraid to show it, studying to become a doctor, in tune with his emotions, conventionally attractive, and healthy. He's looking for a serious relationship and I can tell he would be a great father and husband. By date 3 I was scared that I was starting to look at him more as a friend, so I decided to make out with him to prevent that. Big mistake, this man was a bad kisser. Then, grabbed my crotch so hard it hurt, didn't feel good at all.I could tell he was confident in what he was doing but goodness he was doing it all wrong. So, I think my plan had the opposite effect. Anyways, I say all this because I've been single my entire life (26 years). I've met so many guys who don't have a good head on their shoulders, no aspirations, not willing to talk about their emotions, lacking maturity etc. Finally, I meet a guy who checks all these boxes and boom, I'm looking at him more as a friend. Why can't I just be happy? Is this normal?