IIN that chester bennington's death is affecting me to the core?

The news of #ChesterBennington's death by suicide, opened up a whirlwind of emotions for me. While some don't understand how I can mourn over a person I didn't personally know. Those who really truly know the raw me! Know that there are certain bands I hold very close to my heart! & With good reason. From a young age, music has been my therapist! Lyrics have been my feelings. I am & will aways be heartbroken over this tragic event! What most people don't understand is that being suicidal isn't a choice. It's a horrible fucking disease! It's a constant battle against yourself! It's your mind working against you! & While I am extremely upset & heartbroken that he let that demon win; I understand that this was the only way to get peace within himself! & Unlike those who do not understand or throw around the word "coward" #ChesterBennington was everything but a coward! This man is & always will be a hero of mine! His voice & his lyrics keep me alive in times where I wanted to take mine! He wanted to bring positivity/change for the better to this world! He did just that, not only with his music but unfortunately also by taking his life. This whole world is now more aware of this horrible disease.
#RIPChester #Suicideperventionawareness #Seeyouontheotherside #Onemorelight #Yourlifematteredmorethanyouknow #FuckSuicide