Is it normal normal to feel terrible after moving away?
In early December I moved from NC to NH and one of my best friends (also crush for years) told me when I said I was super depressed about the move said she had been suffering from severe depression. I already kinda knew it because she wasn't herself a lot. Her depression is caused by PANDAS, an extremely rare form of autoimmune disease and every time i think of her I feel bad for leaving. We are both homeschooled and didn't really have anyone else.
When we first moved I was crying every night for months, but it has slowed down