For me though I feel like it's me not the place, I used to help people, and enjoy it, now I can't help myself or even have the will to help myself let alone others, but that didn't stop me from staying because I like a lot of the people here, problem is I never really have much to say anymore, and I care way, way too much about what people might think of me, so some of the time I have nothing to say, some of the time I type something out then loose the will and delete it all and other times I write it then delete it straight away
I still check iin and use it but less and less to the point where I feel I'll stop, and I've said that before but I was trying to leave, now it just feels like I'm kind of drifting slowly, less interested in checking in even though I still want to be interested, even though I still want to be part of the community like I used to, a bigger part of me just feels like I can't for some reason and an even bigger part of me just doesn't even think to check in sometimes
IIN isn't fun anymore :(
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I go through the motions now :\
For me though I feel like it's me not the place, I used to help people, and enjoy it, now I can't help myself or even have the will to help myself let alone others, but that didn't stop me from staying because I like a lot of the people here, problem is I never really have much to say anymore, and I care way, way too much about what people might think of me, so some of the time I have nothing to say, some of the time I type something out then loose the will and delete it all and other times I write it then delete it straight away
I still check iin and use it but less and less to the point where I feel I'll stop, and I've said that before but I was trying to leave, now it just feels like I'm kind of drifting slowly, less interested in checking in even though I still want to be interested, even though I still want to be part of the community like I used to, a bigger part of me just feels like I can't for some reason and an even bigger part of me just doesn't even think to check in sometimes