Is it normal if i just love giving him affection?
It's not like in a horny way, it's more in a "I am so in love with you I just can't help myself" way. People show their love in different ways. I show it with affection. It doesn't have to be sex either, just cuddling. Sometimes I'm like "okay keep your hands to yourself right now." But I just can't. I love cuddling his face, squeezing his cheeks, giving him so many kisses, hugging him when we're out in public, just being in touch with him literally. Today, I was cuddling against a blanket cause it was cold and it reminded me of his face when I cuddle up against it. I couldn't stop. When it comes to sex, yeah of course its good. We had sex like four times the other day, couple of quickies, in the shower. I know conversation is really important and we do have it but not as much as affection. Idk I've always been an affectionate person but I've never liked someone so much before so I'm even more affectionate with him but want him to know he means more to me than a piece of meat. Same with him, too. Don't want to cause trouble and make him think that that's all I am about; affection and sex. He has shown that he takes me more seriously than just my body so if he looks at me like just a piece of meat, I blame myself. For example, if he wants to go the movies or to eat, then of course I wanna go but in my head, I just can't wait to finish so I can just cuddle with him. Yes he's attractive, he's good to look at but his personality makes him even cuter. I feel like his looks are just the icing on the cake. So it's not like I am just into his appearance, I am into him inside and out. But the way I naturally show him my feelings for him is with affection. I do want to control myself in a way so he doesn't just look at me as sex or he doesn't think that's all I want from him but at the same time it makes me feel good to be with him like that. I want him to know that it's just me loving him.