Is it normal if i have this fetish?

I am a guy, and I'm gay. My major fetish is macrophilia. That means I'm turned on by fantasies of being really tiny, like the size of an ant, around guys who are normal size, and they are unaware. If they see me, they just think I'm a bug and squash me with their hand or foot. Even better is unaware vore, just like in Honey I Shrunk The Kids with the cheerios except the guy doesn't stop and see what's on his spoon. I've had loads of fantasies where my crushes and friends have squashed or eaten me. If they don't crush me, maybe I end up in their shoe as they put it on and I'd be trapped inside. Obviously it's just a fantasy but it's a major turn on for me to think of, there is plenty of stuff online and if I could try being that tiny I would. It's a bit far off the path most travelled but it's what I like...