Is it normal i was a bad boyfriend

OK neither of us were at our best but I feel like I was worse because she really liked me and I just enjoyed her sexually and judged who she was.

OK so about 5 years ago now I ended it with my on again off again gf. We had the most amazing sex chemistry ever but we put in the work too. We talked about literally all our likes and dislikes we taught each other how to please each other exactly. Whenever we were making out we would be in conversation, and with full confidence. We took it seriously and created something so amazing and rare I found out after. We were obsessed with pleasing each other there was so much back and forth trying to make the other cum. We would also sext send pics and talk when masturbating.

Also she accepted me, she saw me at my worst and I felt loved by her. She would pay for shit. Drive me around let me stay with her, smoke me up, give me alcohol. Like everything. She was the best in so many ways.

Each year I look back and appreciate her more especially how shit I was to her. But to this day I feel weird about being friends and seeing her as a person.

I know its awful but it was always about sex from the beginning and I'm worried she will want me back again and I will lust for her so I stay away.

Even if I tell her she was great it isn't a nice thing to say if I also still don't like her.

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  • Nickvey

    you dont like her but she was an easy fuck. thing is you were just an easy fuck to her as well. lets face it nobody got hurt. just do the right thing and stay away from her. i promise you women fuck guys they dont like most of the time.

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    • rayb12

      We always fight and she always cry. She cry on the phone and beg me ans say she love me. We meet again and she stand in the rain refusing to leave want me to come in her car. She was a bitch to me, and did some very mean things and lied. But also say she think about me every day for years after. I didn't fuck her for first year and was virgin and she stay want me. She said at end stress even brought back eating disorder.she very selective.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Well, at least you know you were a selfish jerk who took a nice girl for granted. I hope you have learned your lesson, but I somehow wouldn't be surprised if you haven't. Yanno?

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    • rayb12

      I know u don't hate me and some other male users here tho because we super awesome!!

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    • rayb12

      Rose i want for your own health for you to stop hating men. That is too much negativity to weigh on you and carry around.

      We are human just like girls.

      The hate hurts you more than it does us

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  • pimpjuicy

    That's exactly how it was with my ex. Only difference being I talked her into fucking another guy in a threesome

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    • rayb12

      Nice knowing there are more of us. Yeah I'm sure if I said "you would never have a threesome w me and a guy" we'd start talking about it. Pretty sure that was even a fantasy of hers.

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