Is it normal i want to fake my death

I've had it with people treating me like shit. I have this desire to fake my death, make it seem like I've committed s*icide and leave a note why, to make all the people who treated me this way feel bad and regret it, and I'll run away and live completely off the grid. The only people I can count on are my family, and I've got no friends. I just want people who bullied me to think I k!lled myself, without actually k!lling myself, so that they will feel terrible. I'm obviously not gonna be able to go through with it but I do have this thought pop up in my head when ever someone is mean to me. So, is it normal to think things like scenarios like this?

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Based on 19 votes (11 yes)
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Comments ( 8 )
  • Meowypowers

    You shouldn't do it. It will absolutely devastate your family. Bullys will just say they they told you so and pass you off. If you live you defeat them. I promise you.

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    • SkullsNRoses

      Exactly, the biggest “fuck you” you can give to someone is being apathetic to them and living the life you want to.

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  • sweetone89

    We've all thought of gruseome scenarios in our heads. Just don't act on them. Prayers you find peace. Bullying is difficult to deal with. Iknow from personal experience. If you want to talk, let me know.

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    • Tinybird

      yeah I'd like to

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      • sweetone89

        How are you feeling?

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  • Billy24

    If that's what you really want then there isn't really anything stopping you.

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  • PurpleHoneycomb

    If you fake your death, just be sure that you at least have the resources to get a new identity and the nerves to avoid coming back to your old life.

    Not saying I advocate it, just trying to let you know that it's not as easy as it sounds in the modern day.

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  • Iszzy123

    I mean what your new life going to be like?

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