Is it normal i through out a care package?

I got a care package from my abusive mother. I left and moved to another city and have been ignoring her since. Her and my brother didn't want anything to do with me when I lived in the same city and suddenly want my attention now that I'm gone. So I gave away or trashed most of it. They were violent and would throw things at me, scream, hit me and throw tantrums when someone didn't agree with them. Sometimes after they did violent things would be nice and by things and say "I only hurt you because I love you". Then when I had to put my pet up for adoption were cold because animals are worthless trash to my mother. I was so angry and gave away the worthless garbage gift.