Is it normal i think i got a second chance?

So I tried to kill myself, but having great difficulty swallowing the pills. I noticed the dissolved slightly in my mouth so I dissolved them in a cup of water. It worked, but was so fucking gross I was chugging water after everything sip. The thought of it actually makes me gag. Right after I was feeling awful headaches and being very dizzy. It was late so I went to bed, expecting not to wake up. I woke up the next morning. I was tired, but that was probably because I didn't get much sleep. Nobody noticed anything wrong with me. The worst part of today, from what I assume was the pills, was being slightly nauseous.

I probably took less than ideal, 20-40 for sever liver damage, 14+ for liver damage, 40+ish, liver failure. But how am I supposed to to swallow 40 freaking pills?!

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Comments ( 9 )
  • Clunk42

    You have indeed been provided a second chance. Now, go confess your sin and live on.

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    • I have trouble telling people what's going on with me. Any pointers? I want to reach out, but don't think I can. Also, I'm an atheist

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      • Clunk42

        You should just try telling them. If you feel incapable of doing that, then tell them in a less direct way. For example, you could make a post about it on here and then tell them about this website and what post you made. (possibly)

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        • You would show people this website?

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  • Toenails

    Just Do It.
    —NIKE

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  • cripplingdepressionman

    I was about to explain the reason it did not kill you but im am scared you will take my "advice". Well dont kill yourself cuz that is a bad thing? CAN you verify that your still alive.

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  • McBean

    Cultural anthropology studies sociological response to made up shit. Over the centuries, this made up biblical shit has survived the natural selection of ideas that motivate and manipulate most of the people most of the time. Hell, for some things, you only have to motivate two or three people on an occasional basis. The best made up idea to accomplish that is 72 virgins in paradise. Karl Marx's made up shit only lasted an unimpressive 150 years.

    It's too bad that critical thinking doesn't get more recognition.

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  • Doesnormalmatter

    Second chance at life or second chance at suicide?

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  • Clunk42

    They tried to kill themself. 'Tis a sin.
    Exodus 20:13 (KJV)
    13 Thou shalt not kill.

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