A clerks face is smiling and they are easy going to customers before but suddenly with me, expressionless and hurried.
In a group conversation. In that situation people are in active conversation until I speak up (on topic) and they all go quiet then talk to others and ignore me.
The way people disband when I join in, the way people look at me quizzically. I look and smell normal btw.
Then also, apart from body language, I have no friends, no romantic interests, my family has outings and get togethers all the time but never Invite me. My parents and sibling have not texted or called me in over a decade. My folks won't allow me over if there is a chance the neighbors and company may stop by.
I could go on forever.
Something is clearly wrong with me. Just no-one, not even doctors will tell me what.
IIN I think everyone thinks I'm insane
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A clerks face is smiling and they are easy going to customers before but suddenly with me, expressionless and hurried.
In a group conversation. In that situation people are in active conversation until I speak up (on topic) and they all go quiet then talk to others and ignore me.
The way people disband when I join in, the way people look at me quizzically. I look and smell normal btw.
Then also, apart from body language, I have no friends, no romantic interests, my family has outings and get togethers all the time but never Invite me. My parents and sibling have not texted or called me in over a decade. My folks won't allow me over if there is a chance the neighbors and company may stop by.
I could go on forever.
Something is clearly wrong with me. Just no-one, not even doctors will tell me what.