Is it normal i sometimes envy females
To me they seem to have a much more desirable lot (if you take out childbirth)
The world is much a kinder place to them. Men are taught to never lay hand on women, open the doors for women, pay their dates, listen to them, accept their mood swings, protect them, never to raise their voice at women, etc l. if a guy fails at any of those he’s a failure.
Women are permitted to show affection to others without being seen as creepy. While women fear walking alone at night, it sucks to be a guy knowing you need to keep your distance so it dosen't bother them when you’re not a creepy person. I envy how women can show emotion.
Girls also have many strengths over men. Their have more taste buds, better sense of smell, higher pain tolerance, better color perception, longer climaxes, better singing voices, etc.